Falling in love with someone you can't have
It's not easy in love. It's worse when you fall in love for the first time and you know that it's doomed. I can tell you from experience, that the conflict between society and personal happiness is huge. You know that the person is meant for you but you can't be with them because either they are already in a romantic relationship or they are married, that's even worse. I have always put up my walls and let few people in, only who I thought worthy of trust. My wall has small open spaces. So when I met someone who seemed so familiar to me even though we met for the first time, I was blown away. I let my guard down, I let him in. He didn't take advantage of my vulnerable state or my innocence. I could be myself with him. I allowed myself to let him in because my intuition allowed it. A kindred spirit is always trusted, irrationally, wholeheartedly. I knew from the start that it wouldn't work out for us. Forbidden love is beautiful, heartwrenching yet hea